She raises a bloodied Fist
not so much in triumph
as defiance –
 Fist brittle-caked in
a shame so thick
it bleeds in blushes.
She shakes this cupped and twisted
gauntlet at very God,
and drinks rain,
and wakes to dawn,
and grows tired of the charade.
Ambivalence rips deep –
what if the sky’s blue
is for her?
The rain, a gentle nursing?
Unleashing the Fist
into a cup to hold blessing
might undo the last thread
that pretends to hold her together.
She grits her teeth against the
laceration
and pries. one. knuckle.
from its cradle,
saying good-bye to
the Fist.

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